25.05.12
I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. I am sad yet happy. I should not have put the chips down. I told myself not to. But no! I had to but the damn chips down. Now look at myself. She doesn’t talk to you anymore. And you’re here like a pathetic little bitch. Why do I fall for someone so damn feeling easily?! Why!! One thing I hate about myself is that I get too attached to something too easily. Then when shits go wrong,I will be sad and shit .
Sometimes I can’t even look at myself. I can’t. Cause I hate myself. I complain too much. I’m fat. Sometimes Im way too childish. I’m 18 and I’m like shit. I’m a bad slave. Pathetic cunt.
Sometimes all I need is reassurance. I need love. I just need someone to hold on to. I get sad over stupid stuff.
I dont why I fell for you so hard okay. I feel stupid and dumb. Whatever, I’m done with you. It sucks when you keep popping up in my freaking mind.
I don’t know what I want. I don’t. I’m confused. For now, I just want school cause working like almost everyday is not cool. I want to meet new people. Make new friends . New life. Sigh.. I’m going to work.
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